so, i'm sitting here with my bowl of grapes and pretzels - NCIS episodes queued patiently in the back of my monitor and its just a lovely Sunday evening. but, as much as i want to believe that i can handle the assignments thrown at me by my bosses, i'm beginning to think i can't. i signed on to become the online editor for my college paper and i'm swimming right now, with about the ability of a small infant. i know html better than i do CSS - too bad i currently require the knowledge of a CSS master, just because i'm trying to publish to a webpage. how can this be so difficult? i keep thinking, what am i missing and then it hits me. hard.
i signed on for too much? no, it's not that.
i talked myself up because i just want the attention. because i want to be that girl who knows everything and i don't. i got myself into a mess and i'm stuck reaching out to my mother for help because i just can't follow the tutorial videos for an existing website. what am i doing?
god forbid that this teaches me a lesson about priorities or becoming more aware of the responsibilities i sign up for.